REVIVED

2009-09-15T17:13:00.004+08:00

who are you actually...?

what am I up to recently?
Searching for myself in this world.
How much do you know of yourself?
I don't know.

That is probably why I have been researching on horoscopes.
Not for superstition, but for knowing more about myself.
My personality.

If you have led a life of about 20 years without truly understanding your own character at all,
won't it be pathetic?

I found a web that analyses ur birth charts, for FREE! *^__^*
http://www.0800-horoscope.com/birthchart.php

有一天我在想我到底算是个什么东西

还是我会不会根本就不算东西

天天都漫无目的偏偏又想要证明真理

就算是整个世界把我抛弃

而至少快乐伤心我自己决定

所以我说就让他去

我知道潮落之后一定有潮起

有什么了不起

2009-08-09T00:15:00.006+08:00

Goodbye.

Around the corner By Charles Hanson Towne

Around the corner I have a friend.
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone
And I never see my old friend's face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell,
And he rang mine..

If, we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.. T
ired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name..
"Tomorrow" I say "I will call on Jim"
"Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows..

Around the corner!- yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir-" "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end..
Around the corner, a vanished friend..

You have walked the distance.

Now you would reach it before we do.

Don't be afraid. You have left footprints.

You have made differences in someone's life.

Thank you for your presence in my life.

Rest in peace.Goh Sheng Yao.

2009-08-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

Spit it out..?

Don't like to talk abt myself.
Feels the closeness, yet the distance.
Typically an aquarius.

I want my blog to be full of happiness.
Whatever sorrow I posted, you won't figure it out.
Being protective of myself? yes indeed.
Would it be better then if we dig it out..?

A lot of troubles recently.
A lot of tears indeed.
Swollen ear and hurting heart.
The sorrow is difficult to swallow.

Yet amist darkness, I can feel the light.
Somewhat vaguely, yet it burns unwaveringly.
The love is there.
It may not be expressed clearly.It may even be painful.
But you got to feel it.

I forget things easily. Happy or sad.
Sometimes I fear i would forget my emotions one day.
I want to recall. I want to remember.
Make it stay.

2009-07-29T22:05:00.000+08:00

WoohOo!

haha. Cindy, Joozhi, Shimin, Huimin and I went to ntu to find chongxian and have lunch.
Realised tt part-time working in LWN lib might be a good choice.
Especially when i loveeee lib so much.

Next, we watched Ghost Hunt in shimin's house. NICE! >__<
But it was nicer watching the expressions and reflex actions of them when they were jumped by Gerard. LOL.

Should have told them the maria ghost storyyy.
Next time.

Hiroshi-kun. hahah. sooo funny.

2009-07-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

Frustrated...

Frustrated with myself.
Why are the things that u think and the things that u do different?
Can't seem to control my body before my mind does.

后知后觉。

Before u realise it, it was gone.

2009-07-25T16:06:00.002+08:00

Thought-so..
Sometimes you thought you've been through a lot.
You thought you have grown. Matured.
Only you thought so.

Something's been bothering me. Searching and I couldn't find it.
Something's missing from my life. That's what everybody's saying about themselves.
When could we know what it is? How do we know?
Someone, Please..spark my life.

Reborn...

2009-07-25T15:55:00.004+08:00

Reborn...
Felt the urge to revive my blog after browsing some of my friends' blogs today.
Secretly and Quietly.
Mayhap no one will discover that this blog is reborn.
It matters not.
Because this time i would be writing for myself.

2008-11-27T00:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO :D
Updated. :P

2008-01-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHA.
Im here to update occasionally. :D

2006-12-08T13:53:00.000+08:00

minna san, konnichiwa.
just woke up after coming back from sj training camp.
actually we do nth but rot there. the main thing we involved in is only the farewell night.

domo arigato gozaimashita, mr wong sensei for paying for us the $9.

we sucessfully never sleep a wink throughout the night. me, piyo chan, dustbin chan, bee hoon and otah yu.
spend out time walking to coffeeshop for supper at 2.00 am sth and breakfast at 5.00 am sth.
tat baka dustbin eat eat eat nonstop.

another achievement is that i found a song that sings about natsume. yeahhhhh

NATsume! NATsume! NAtSUME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the day before sj camp went for close friends gathering at chalet in pasir ris.
quite fun actually better than last time tat 2E1 gathering tat we rot throughout, watching my crayon shinchan. lol

day 1
go supermarket buy tibits then go back chalet wtach tv and eat cup noodles.
nv sleep but maybe sleep few mins at night, all because of baka dustbin no 18th level earthquake hor!!!!

day 2
eat mac , watch tv then go escape. the only tv programme that we watch seems to be the doha thingy. diao diao.. piyo-chan want learn some sports..
jingshi, melissa and gek hiang came join us in escape.
the roller coaster, flipper, pirateship all play until from WAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!! to wah...wah..
play the water thingy, dunno call wat, then got ourselves drenched.. haha
and i won a spotty dog with long limbs, just like bamboo pole.
i called it poky..
otah won a pinky pony, meihui won a red devil wearing underpants. lolllll

at night, angela and jessica came. eat at swensens. pok le la.
and i sleep well tat night. yeah. if not my face kuroyi le. haha

2006-12-01T09:33:00.000+08:00

ohayo gozaimasu. watashi wa trying to learn japanese desu.

konmenasai. dun blame me if anata dun understand wat i toking kudasai. cos watashi will be mixing jap with english.

wakari mas ka?

ni-hon go wa ka ka yi desu. watashi no money to go language centre la. so watashi shall learn jap my own way. kore wa my way of ninja desu. lol.

minna san. if u noe anyway jap words or sentences, please share with me. if u have any jap language books, kashite( lend me) kudasai.

onegai ishimasu.

2006-11-30T09:26:00.000+08:00

so desu ne. bamboo pole wanted to become ruka female version right. this should be wat she wanted. lol.

she wanted to attracted male pigs hor. lol.

kawaii ne. bamboo pole!!

piyo-chan. see ur narumi is a pervert!! lol

he kiss my natsume!!!!!!!!

2006-11-29T09:27:00.000+08:00

last night, i had many dreams.

one of which is abt having a class gathering at miss tan pui san house. lol. forget wat happen le...^__^

another one is we walking down the path towards my primary sch. then suddenly margaret had a fever. then somebody told me to treat her. then i suddenly thought of the first aid manual. i wanted a damp handkerchief to put on her forehead, then ramya with the first aid kit said dun have. then blah blah blah...-__- think i am missing st. john...??

another one i think i watch too many tsubasa yesterdae, so i dreamt of a girl quite anime looking , think dress like a witch or sth like that. then another guy looks like syaoran suddenly went into the television then suddenly got wings. .. -__-

haha. i hope i dream of natsume. gaara i dreamt 2 times before.

2006-11-28T10:01:00.000+08:00

hoping to find one picture on the comic tou tou ai zhe ni aka hua yang shao nian shao nu aka nu sheng wu jin, but then i can't find one. just wanted to show u guys the comic that S.H.E destroys for acting in this show. btw, i not condemning S.H.E la...actually i should be criticising the producer instead but since i dunno who he/she is then, S.H.E shall be my temporary chu qi tong.

i dun like taiwan ou xiang ju. the characters speak so softly, some shows without subtitles can't even noe wat they talking.

next time, if whoever acts out some comics i like, they shall die under my fingers. lol

but nobody would act out in gakuen alice de ba. haha. unless they can find so many little boys and girls to act.

btw, if someone plays the role of my fav gaara or natsume or killua, i shall crush them. lol

so..... if ur beloved idol is acting out in above comic or characters, i suggest u (bamboo pole) temporary dun come to my blog cos u would die of anger. wahahaha >___<

2006-11-26T15:08:00.000+08:00

!!!!!!!! qi si wo le!! jingshi sae my gaara red hair veri ugly! i wan revenge. wahaha.

see this stupid white hair old man here. jing shi-san like him veri much.

<<<>

another idiot. see hitsugaya de face looks so evil.

if jingshi see this, she gonna kick my ass le. @__@

jingshi like big eyes de. so this one gu yi veri small eyes.. haha

2006-11-25T12:43:00.000+08:00

very fortunate that i can use the computer today. most of the time, my bro will be at home during saturday.

after the o, there's really nth to do. i am trying to thrive in my games. harvest moon. more friends of mineral town.

veri glad that i have all three guys, doctor, cliff and gray all purple heart le. yeah. but rick haven.
i am still stuck at first year summer day 1. haiz. dun feel like playing anymore cos the next day shall be the day that my beloved chicken ando (meant to be andou, but spell wrongly) died. i everytime forget to buy medicine for him.

halelujah for ando

yesterdae went to read the novel that meihui introduced. shuai xiao zi-mu lin zai. quite ok la but i haven finished cos it is veri long. i found that all korean novels mostly have the same storyline.
there's always this cool and suave guy, somewhat has a bad outside but good inside personality who eventually falls in love with the poorer and looks foolish girl. and the thing that trigger them together is always an incident whereby the girl accidently kiss the boy. so the boy will demand the girl to take responsibility and be his girlfriend. ( very outdated hor)

although i said so much negative things, but i really like korean novels. because they are good if u are keen for laughter.

2006-11-25T12:34:00.000+08:00

halo!! thanks for coming to my blog.

please scroll down!!

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wahahhahahahhahaha!

2006-11-25T10:23:00.000+08:00

kore wa nogi ruka desu. ruka is natsume's best friend.
he always carry that rabbit with him.
wahahaha. he also like mikan-chan.
friends become rival?? i don't think so. instead, both of they may give up mikan to each other.

his alice is animal pheromones. haha. animals loves him and he loves animals.
he always appears to be cool but at the moment when he saw an animal, his face changed completely. wahahha. i'll show u!

seee. lol. so funny.
let's fly!!

wahahhahahha. see its face. so hysterical.
haha. siewghim. this is ur favourite. GIANT PIYO!
yellow yellow de.

2006-11-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

heh heh. kore wa veri veri suave de hyuuga natsume.

found in gakuen alice. his alice is fire. first appears to be veri bad, sarcastic. but actually is veri nice boy.

watashi no natsume san desu. his best friend is ruka (show u later)then later on mikan also become his friend( or secret lover.lol.....)

Name: Natsume Hyuuga

Alice: Fire

Birthday: November 27

Star rank: Special Star

Grade: 5thAge: 10

Class: Dangerous Ability Type

Hair color: Black

Eye Color: Red

Family: Sister(Yukiaoi)(Fire Alice),Mother(Non-fire Alice)&Father (Fire Alice)

Friends: Ruka, (and then later on) Mikan

Dislikes: The School, Persona (who may actually be his brother(?!?))

Bio: First introduced as a kinky, perverted bastard. Later found out to be kind, caring and thoughtful. Thinks of others before himself and the only reason he doesn't get too attached to people is because he doesnt want people to be hurt because of his work.(awwwww!!!)

2006-11-24T21:41:00.000+08:00

hey! tats my another favourite. gaara! you noe how he gets the panda eye? haiz sad. he has a sand demon in his body, if gaara goes to sleep the sand demon would devour him. haiz.

imagine u cannot sleep throughout ur entire life!!! pathetic hor.

btw, i've get to know that gaara's birthday falls on 19 january. lol. yeah. same month as me.

those who haven watch naruto. go watch ba. i think it's really a great and funny anime. all because there's gaara in it. so u noe recently i nv watch naruto leh. ya. because gaara nv appears lel. HAIX . GAARA FASTER COME OUT!!!

2006-11-24T18:14:00.000+08:00

halo!! see this. this is a picture of mikan chan cleaning the smelly dustbin. (look cindy! mikan cleaning u. hahaha)

2006-11-24T18:07:00.000+08:00

kore wa sakura mikan des.
her alice is the nullification alice. but recently i found out that she may have two type of alice. the stealing type of alice. think is inherited from her mother.

mikan chan is a very cheerful girl and veri funny. lol. her friendship between her and hotaru is incredible.

quite envy them actually. their friendship go the the extent of life and death.

lol. who wan go through life and death for me?? haha

2006-11-24T18:02:00.000+08:00

this is andou tsubasa. the one that katherine like veri much. haha. ok la, i dun really like him or hate him. because i still think natsume is better. lol.

andou tsubasa has a shadow alice. able to use one's shadow to control them. something like shikamaru in naruto. haha. katherine.!! ... tsubasa is a faked one. lol.

2006-11-24T17:42:00.000+08:00

natsume! veri shuai!!

2006-06-06T22:41:00.000+08:00

js here.
im here on a task.

to revive ws blog.
i doubt i will suceed.
ppl, PLS TAG HER TAGBOARD TO MAKE HER BLOG "SEEMS ALIVE".
=.=
i noe im gettin lame.

ps. ws, its time to get a mp3. dun snatch wif us le. x=

2006-01-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

yo just change my skinn to gaara and naruto.. haha
i wan go sleep le

8181

2006-01-06T21:16:00.000+08:00

Yo! Sch Starts.. and homework piled up.. actually i wanted to sit with jelly de haiz but hor sit with a guy.. haiz.. whole day cannot tok, gonna get bad breath soon le la.. haha but nvm at least that stupid hoggy jelly and peiyu sit near to me.. haha beside cannot tok tok behind lor. haha

2005-12-18T19:32:00.000+08:00

yo!

long time no post le... just came back frm sj camp.. wahh my feet hurts so much.. slp around 20 hours le haha so shuang!

just now in maple play hide and seek with mh.. haha but she still found me.. tat position veri diff to notice me de leh

I am so hungry now. i go eat my dinner lehh. yeah. 8181

2005-12-12T17:57:00.000+08:00

Please take note:
Changing of name to...
Kanasai Balding Lord of dark stump cum justice bao==>boing.
=D

2005-12-01T20:07:00.000+08:00

me and mh..!! lol..

2005-11-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

Cindy: Mushroom Queen
Jingshi: Jelly Queen
Seok Hoon: Sotong Queen
Joo Zhi: ZHU WANG
Wen see: KANASAI Balding lord of dark stump!

2005-11-28T21:19:00.000+08:00

now im also part of the owner of dis blog!

cme on ppl. be happy for me!!

wahaha.

ws must be so glad.

happily signin off, jelly fairy. wahaha.

2005-11-28T21:06:00.000+08:00

I M STILL THE KANASAI BALDING LORD OF DARK STUMP!

I require SAI to cover my bald head.

ARH~ throw some onto my head!!

PLEASE~~

Jingshi: lols. yeas! js.

WE(mushoom queen, jelly, pig and sotong queen)

will fight this SIAO Lord together!! YES YES YES!

2005-11-28T20:34:00.000+08:00

Feeling so tired from the fdc and fac training.. feel like quiting again.. haiz.. why i so fickled minded de?? CANNOT CHANGE MY MIND CANNOT CHANGE MY MIND CANNOT CHANGE MY MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!! must Jia you!!!

2005-11-28T01:21:00.000+08:00

jelly is here again.

ws u better dun change ur pw.

lalala.

hvin me as a special guest to post on ur blog u should be feelin honoured...

wahaha.

cindy n me shall flood ur posts together.

;)

cindy he zhou yu kuai!!

2005-11-27T22:58:00.000+08:00

u so childish. dun wan fight with u le. bai chi.

2005-11-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

I M A KANASAI BALDING LORD OF DARK STUMP~

2005-11-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

LOL. hey wensee!
I can post without logging in to ur acct
cos we shared blogs.
but cos is i use ur acct to invite me de...
so u can't post at mine but i can psot at urs!!
woohoo!! anyway. wense is KANASAI~

2005-11-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

wei wei wei.. why u this jelly come post at my blog ar... haiz so many ppl noe my password liao!

anyway today went to sotong queen de house warming.. haha.. so glad to meet my pri sch fren there.. i almost forgot that she was sh's cousin. no wonder i saw her there...

tml got first aid training.. i suddenly discover that i lost my signs and symptoms list.. haizz.. photocopy time.

2005-11-27T15:05:00.000+08:00

hi everyone!!

im jingshi aka jelly....

ws din change her password.

wahaha..............................

2005-11-26T09:39:00.000+08:00

I wish that i can be more decisive.. whether to join fac or not. I have thought about it for a long time yesterday but anyway i have decided.. hope i will not change my mind again. Please stop me if u find my thoughts swaying again. thanks.

2005-11-24T08:59:00.000+08:00

Today still need to go school for the genesis thingy.. haizz..
Going for seokhoon's housewarming this sunday.. i will prepare my empty stomach wahhahahha!
The maple patch is corrupted.. dunno how leh.. cannot play maple today le, it's all that kanasai mushroom queen's fault.. herrrrrrrrrr!! >_<
btw why my maple always lvl up so slow de.. haiz.. and that simplecnxy is so kanasai la!! lol.. think that she will be in ahead of me next time..

lastly, i would like to end with.....
CINDY IS BAI CHI!

wahahahahhahaha

2005-11-23T16:06:00.000+08:00

Mushroom queen today is kanasai. lol. Curse my bro come home then i cannot play maple.. and force me to give her my lupin doll. haha.. nvm. friday u will taste the li hai of the lord of dark axe stump.. wahahahahahhahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-11-21T18:03:00.000+08:00

Today tat pig wasl horribly tortured by me.. wahhahahhaha!!!
btw, tml going to watch the wat pride and prejudice.. if i am not wrong i have read the story before.. angela say it is not nice, katherine say it is nice.. -_-;;

2005-11-18T22:25:00.001+08:00

wahhaha.. just now cindy call me sae she iron her sj u until it melts haha. bai chi!!

2005-11-13T21:43:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog le hor.. hmm.. tml still nid go school so siannn.. haven put my tagboard.. how to put??? btw i agree to join first aid comp le. dunno good or not. but anyway now the thing to worry is my cpbs department. eveything is a messsss!! dunno how to answer to mrs wai and the sirs. anyway i will teach my cpbs de juniors properly next year when i pass out. hope they can do better ba!

homework still haven touch... but still got time ba...

yesterdae i watch chou xing chi de kung fu le.. so slow then watch haha.. anyway i think the movie is okok .. looking forward to watching harry potter.. yeah ^______^

this time tok so much hor. next time i will write more.. now nid do the tagboard le.. 8181

2005-11-09T12:07:00.001+08:00

Today spend le 4 hours doing my blog.. Haizz. but still like tat.. guess i not fated to do blogging. anyway i have nth to say. Haven touch my holiday homework le....haizz, think i go play maple le

btw, this blog is under maintenance.. sorry for any inconvenience caused. haha!

2005-11-09T10:42:00.000+08:00

Wahhhhhhh! I am so fed up with this bloggy thingy. Not fun at all. Stupid cindy u bluff me...!

2005-11-08T11:55:00.000+08:00

Thank you, gu yuan yuan for helping me with this blog.